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| Memory |
| 05.27.04 (9:52 pm) [edit] |
This may never start.
We could fall apart.
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
This may never start.
I'll tear us apart.
Cannot be your enemy.
Losing half a year.
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything.
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
This may never start.
Tearing out my heart.
I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
(I'd be your memory)
Feelings disappear.
Can I be your memory?
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
This may never start.
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
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| Doesn't make sense |
| 05.25.04 (7:50 pm) [edit] |
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Why is that people read your blog and don't comment on what they read? Don't get me wrong, I write in my blog to get things off my chest. I do it for me not for others. Yet at the same time many people are reading it. They are reading my inner thoughts, they are reading about my life, they don't know me but yet they know what is going on in my life. I put myself out there and so far 315 people have read about it and I only have 5 comments..LOL. I guess I'm not interesting..Sorry. My other blog is filled with my complete drama. Well good night everyone. Oh and guess what Lakers won.
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| My husband |
| 05.19.04 (8:14 pm) [edit] |
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I'm talking to husband right now. He's out in the field with the Marines. He's doing nothing right now except making me laugh. He's funny. He was talking to me all sweet and then he started to act bad with me. I asked him what his problem was and he told me "Oh sorry babe but my boy was standing right next to me and I had to act like I was the boss." That made me laugh. He knows who runs the show....ME.
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| Not so good |
| 05.15.04 (7:54 pm) [edit] |
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Tomorrow i have to go job hunting. I quit my job last sunday because it really sucked. I'm ok for right now but I need to find something soon. Hopefully they Mr. Jaime calls me next week with some good news. But anyways, GO LAKERS. Let's see if they can do it again. If anyone believes in prayer, pray for me. I'm soo stressed out, I just need some luck to come my way. Thanks to whoever actually prays!!!
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| Go Lakers |
| 05.13.04 (8:44 pm) [edit] |
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I don't know who caught the game tonight but it was awesome. Just when I thought the Lakers were going to lose..here came Fisher. With .4 seconds left he made the winning shot. It was great! I am so glad the won the Spurs. I hate the damn San Antonio Spurs. I hate Texas.
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| Beheading of an American |
| 05.12.04 (8:04 pm) [edit] |
I just seen the full footage of the gruesome death of Nick Berg. It was so awful. I seen that so many people had watched it, so I wanted to see it. I wanted to see what happened and now I'm shocked. I can't believe these people could be ok with taking a human being's life. These people are disgusting and heartless. They have no regard for life itself. This all stems from the abuse OUR soldiers inflicted on the Iraqis. All along these people were looking for revenge, and WE gave them something to hate us even more. How can our own be so stupid? I know that this handful of soldiers do not represent the military as a whole. And I try to keep in mind that these murderers do not represent the Iraqis as a whole. Islam does not encourage such violence, so why is it that they always say they are doing such things for their religion? Total bullshit. I have read the Qu'ran and the prophet himself said 'There is a reward for kindness to every living animal or human.'
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| My wedding |
| 05.06.04 (1:03 pm) [edit] |
I just realized that I haven't written about my wedding that was about 3 weeks ago.
I live in Texas and my hubby lives in San Diego, Ca. I flew out to SD on friday April 16th. I had to fly from Dallas to Phoenix to San Diego, and the whole time I was lugging around my wedding dress. It really sucked.
Lester was at the airport to pick me up. Before that, the last time we seen each other was March 16th. I was so happy to see him!!! As soon as I put my stuff in the truck I asked where my ring was. He had gotten my ring as soon as I returned to TX in March, so I was dying to see it. He gave me the box and told me not to open it yet. I don't know about anyone else but when someone tells me not to do something it makes me want to do it more. I waited until we got closer to my dads house (thats where we were spending the night at) then I opened it. It was so beautiful. He got me a 1ct, 3 stone, wht gold ring. The way the stones are set is gorgeous. My first thought after..'wow' was 'are you sure its only 1ct?' It looks bigger. We got to my dads house and went to sleep. Saturday morning he had to go back to base to do some stuff. I stayed at my dads house and got ready. Since our wedding was so last minute we decided to go to the county clerk/recorders office. The day started off a little cloudy, by the time we were headed to the office it was pouring. We got our license and then both got dressed there. My dress had a vintage look to it, my hair was down and curled, and I had some beautiful chandelier earrings. Lester was in his whites (Navy uniform.) Our wedding was so simple yet amazing. After the wedding we went out to eat and then went to our room that my dad had got us. We had a great night. But sunday morning I was back on a plane headed to TX. Lester was suppose to go to Iraq on the 20th of April, that is why we rushed the whole wedding. As soon as I returned to TX he found out that the date was pushed back :evil: Now he probably won't leave until June. I swear sometimes the military makes me mad. Overall, it was a great weekend and things are going good despite the fact that we live in different states.
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| Damn my picture phone |
| 05.03.04 (10:37 pm) [edit] |
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I have a Nokia 3200 that I love. I haven't tried to send picture messages until yesterday. I've been trying to send a picture to my husband but for some reason he's not getting it. Now I have a couple dollars added to my bill for some fuckin pictures that no one is receiving. Damn technology!!!!! :(
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| Wild Boyz |
| 05.02.04 (8:51 pm) [edit] |
I swear this show is so funny. All the shit they do is crazy and stupid. I don't make an effort to try and watch it every sunday, It just happens to be on right now so I'm watching it. OH my god...Steve-O just got under the elephant and got pee'd on at the same time the elephant was taking a shit. Gross.
Now I'm watching CNN it has some show on prostitution in other countries. People are actually pimping their sons and brothers. That is so sick. One guy was making his son go with guys. His son is only 14. I just can't imagine that, my brother is 14 and I would hurt someone if they touched him. This world is so fucked up. There are so many things that are going on its awful. Sometimes i don't understand life and the people in it. Each day seems worst then the one before. What is this world coming to? I wish I could make this world a better place for my daughter. I wish she didn't have to see the horrible things that are going on in this world.
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