Well my husband is suppose to leave on the 1st or 2nd. I decided to fly out there this past weekend (20-22) It was amazing to be with him again. I love him so much and to feel him next to me was the best feeling. Leaving him was so hard because I know he is leaving soon. I don't think I've ever been so scared in my life. Everyone keeps telling me "he'll be ok" or "he'll come back," and as much as I want to believe this...there are no guarantees! Only god knows what will happen. Another thing people keep telling me is "oh, well its not that bad over there anymore!" My thought is how the hell would you know? If you haven't been there, then you don't actually know how it is. The news only shows you bits and pieces. Experiencing it is totally different. I can't even comment on anything because I don't know shit. All I know is what my dad, uncles, and husband tell me. And my husband's response to "he'll be ok" is---->"easier said then done!"

Doc Holley I love you!!!!